what is this, the fucking Louvre????

go for the index -- and as many references as
possible, you have a lifetime to read the book

if originality could be expressed in an equation: the undiscovered you minus everyone else… life is at raw material -- whatever would be left to work with, to be made into ‘something.’ tricky: language from ‘word one’ is a collective enterprise…as soon as consciousness learned to talk to parents and itself, it became hard-wired-unoriginal…

what is originality if you take away the expression of it publicly? Wait a minute, its meaning is relative to, and dependant on, what is already done... Wait a minute...

think v-e-r-y abstractly, expansively: consciousness wants to make a deal

, is like trying to find a corner in a fishbowl

(goldfish religion: ‘yes there is a corner,’ ‘harry finally went to the corner,’)

--nicely tormented!!
--thank you.

the rate and way ‘pages load’ in thinking, the behavior of computers and tech, internet, email, notion that mind creates ‘filler’ while it is searching, technology engendering impatience, impatience as a kind of guide or tool,

dial-up thinking

might ‘information’ held over a certain time in consciousness be not only stale, outmoded, yesterday, post useful, but in some sense-- corrosive? how does this factor in a venue that is a more long standing part of life (like one’s profession, or hobby)

falloffosy

falafelosophy

silly putty deficient

"right now, is my thinking creating filler material while it is looking for something worthwhile to think of, or a worthwhile way to think, and, although I feel vaguely aware of something not satisfying about it, do I not realize this?"